LOVE SICKNESS...~OHHHH,RYUICHI!!!!!~

Uhhh,I'm feeling sick today...~I'm not feeling realy well.~It's called love sickness...Oh,God help me!It's all because of you,Ryu...But i love you even more and more and more!Sun and moon can stop shinning,and stars fall off the skies,but my love for you,will never ever end!~~I wish I was now in Japan,even though i know it wouldn't change a single thing!~~I should love Ryuichi Ogata of w-inds.,not Ryuichi Ogata,the MAN.But I love both,and i can't help it!~~~I knew everything about you...!But how could i not imagine that the inevitable would happen?Having a gf.
And so suddenly,felt like it was the end of a beautiful dream...My heart was pierced.And although it hurts unbearably,it's still bleeding love.This wild love,protective and tender love,at the same time,which knows no end!This is my destiny.To love and not be loved.This my destiny,to be alone,because i've chosen it to be this way.Because of you,I am who i am,i have love in my heart.I believed,I dreamt,I smiled.And fact is,even though you were always far away,you did never let me shed a sad tear for you.All the tears i've ever cried for you,were of happiness.Yes,of happiness!Now,a heart which one day was singing its love for you,cries in pain for the first time.Pain,and sadness,for not having been there for you,near you...Although I tried to express my truest feeling and inner heart to you,And even though you probably got to know who i was somehow,for you,i was always and forever,innevitabily a crazy fan like many others you have.But then again,i cannot blame you,as you didn't ever get the chance of knowing me closer.It was not your fault.I should have grabbed my things,and fly to Japan,at the very first day i saw you.I should have fought for my love and my dream,even if it seemed impossible.But well,at least,i could say,"I tried!".Sadly,this was not the case,and now,I cry with a shattered heart.Hopes & dreams can become true,but they can also vanish in the wind,just like a twinkle of an eye.Love is cruel,life is cruel.Just like you said once: "Life's a bitch,then you die.".It's very much like it.Unbelievably,I've been loving you dearly & madly for all these long 10 years.If you ask me,I have no regrets.I would have done the same things all over and over again,if i had to.You were always my "Sunshine in the Sky".You still are and you will always be.Still,I don't know why,I will never ever give up on you,and my love for you is immortal.It's true that I'm feeling so miserable today...in fact,broken-hearted.But,as i have always said,love is acceptance,and resilience.I always said,that no matter what you would do,i would always love you and respect your decisions.NOW,is the time to prove it.Even though my heart is bleeding,it will always accept you and love you,no matter what you do.I am here,still,and i will always be here to support you.Being this in your career or in your private life and choices.I am here,my baby...as i have always been!My pain is my trophy,because it shows my love for you!My life is yours,and so is my heart and my soul.I know it's not much,but it's realy all I have!What can i say more that you already haven't heard...?what can i say more to take your heart away...?However,I just want to see you happy and smiling,so that i can keep smiling.The deal is:You smile,I smile!You cry,I cry!So,keep yourself happy,because i don't want to be sad and crying.Whatever you do,whatever your choices are,just smile!Because,baby,even worse than the pain of seeing you with somebody else,would be myself knowing that you could  possibly be suffering.Because you are my all.You will always be my all.Life without you,is not life.there is no colour,there is no love,there is no joy!I don't have many more words...Just my feelings to share with you.My love,my heart,my soul...Hear me out...Hear me out...Just hear the sad words of a sad fan and woman who would give her life to defend you.A woman who would give her life for you!...When i say the words I LOVE YOU,I mean what i say.I don't mess with people's feelings.And even less so,with your feelings...I LOVE YOU,from the bottom of my heart...I LOVE YOU,RYUICHI!!!~

A THOUGHT TO RYUICHI!

One more night skipping sleep...I get out of my bed and make myself a coffee...My heart feelz lonely!I get myself dressed and go walking at the beach!What moments ago was the moon,iz now disappearing,giving place to the beautiful rising sun.Even the sea seems to whisper you name to me!Sun is finaly rising...Shinning so bright in the sky,it has your sparkling and stunning beauty...Walking in the sand,I leave footprints.Sitting in the sand,i write your beautiful name in it,inside a big heart.The winds gently blows,i can almost feel your breathe on my skin.I shed a tear.A tear of joy for being alive to love you,a tear of loneliness for not having you by my side,a tear of sadness for the distance between us!I remember so suddenly...how ten years ago,i blindly fell in love with you!So crazy,i know!On a stormy night,I saw you for the first time,i fell in love with you,by the candle light!In my craziest and wildest dreams,i somehow always feel we are meant to belong to each other!Today,after 10 years,i love you even more and more...i sit in a corner of my bedroom,looking at your photo,my heart beats fast,my dreams run wild.My emotions speak louder again!Would i ever be able to hide this feeling?Would i ever be able to hide this love?No,I don't want to.I would never be able to do it.Sitted in a corned of my bedroom,I am listening to your songs...Oh,your beautiful voice again,soothing my troubled and rebel soul!I shed a tear of love and tenderly smile.Your beautiful voice again healing my heart!Memories come back so suddenly to my mind,of such a distant time,where I had to choose between you and my family!But what a great freedom has my choice given me,back then,when i chose you!Getting rid of a violent and racist mum,and choosing to love you!It's true that,then, i left behind so much pain,and finaly would start a new chapter of my existence!I saw you in eveything i would do,and today i still do.You kept me going on.You gave me strenght,you gave me that peace i was so much searching for!And all this,you did,even though you were not present here,by my side!This is your true power!Yes,i faced fear,i faced pain,i faced loneliness...so many hardships...But if you ever ask me why i did this,and if i would do it again...My answer to you is:"I did it for the love i feel for you!And yes,If i had to go back...I would have made exactly the same choice.I would always choose to love you,regardless of what i might be able to lose in my life!".Today,i walk my own path alone...But better alone than with certain kind of people near me.However,not everything is fear,pain and tears.You are my perpetual smile,even when i cry.You are my strenght and voice when my heart is wounded,and i can't speak out!You are my courage,when i am feeling weak.You are my inspiration to keep moving forward and fight for my dreams!It's amazing the way a human being can inspire another,without even be near...Even in this distance,you saved me from others...and even from myself!You inspired me to use my talents.Nowadays,i'm writting rap lyrics and playing various musical instruments.I don't simply exist,I live,thanks to you!I am just another fan among all the hundreds of fans you have.I do understand that,eventualy,it is difficult to tell the difference between me and all the others,as we all say we love you.I do understand you might think i am just another crazy fan girl.But let's just put aside the fact of you being a singer,dancer or being with w-inds:What do girls will see?Lots go for fame...lots go for looks...lots go just for your sense of  humour...lots go for you,because...they just feel like it!Well,ask me and i will tell you!I see YOU.Not the singer,not the famous funny guy,not the cheeky,hyper,mischievous cute boy...Not the rapper,not the dancer...I see YOU in a whole as a man you realy are.I recognize your amazing talents and cheer for you,i support you in every feeling and decision you might make,and i fight with all my strenght to get to grant your wish of being recognized on an international level,as you deserve.I see YOU,as a human being,as you are,not a star...It's good to be a star and get recognition for it,but true love doesn't come through fame.True love is when we know we would that person until our last breath,regardles of what she/he could be or become.Love is not status.Love doesn't know races,languages,circumstances,whatever...Love just happens,and when it does,it's in his purest form of understanding,and acceptance.I love you,not because you are a w-inds. member,but because you are YOURSELF.I see the spiritual,sweet,sensitive and caring Ryuichi,not the famous singer,dance and rapper Ryuichi.I look in your eyes,and i feel there's' so much more to you than we all can just actualy see!It's true that you are blessed with talent and such a beauty which i have never seen before my eyes,but your real and true beauty is realy inside you,the one i can also feel and see.You are beauty in your essence.What more can i tell you,to convince you that my love for you is more than just fan love...?I just don't want to be repeating words that you've been listening from others for so long time...You know,it's difficult to open our hearts to someone genuinely without beeing misunderstood sometimes...And this is the first time i am realy opening my heart to someone,in 30 years of my life!And now!Now you know me!You got me on Twitter!!!!And favourited one of my tweets!Something i thought to be impossible!Now,i do believe in miracles!Nothing happens for no reason.I still believe this didn't happen without a reason,even though we are still so distant from each other.Even though there is that distance,my love for you was always there,is always ther,and will always be there!And this is me for you!Loving you is the easiest thing in the world...But living without you,is the hardest!Still my dream,and my love survive.Still my heart beats fast everytime i think of you...Even in the middle of chaos,with you,I've learned there is still tomorrow!Your eyes tell me never to give up.And i don't.I live for you and for me!I live for this love,until my last breath...I love you so much...more than anyone will ever know!

LONELY...BUT HAPPY!~

Just one more afternoon,going by...I find myself alone at home...Weather was sunny,and suddenly it started raining.Today,i skipped Gym for first time.My muscles feel very tense and they hurt.Last Tuesday,at my breakdance class,i did the windmill for first time,to the sound of w-inds. songs!What an inspiration.However I didn't seem able to perform certain steps,and I got so frustrated,that I cried in front of my Sensei!This morning,i woke up very early,after having a dream with Ryuichi.The dream was beautiful,therefore,the reason as to why i couldn't sleep again!On the previous night,i've been watching the PV "You&I",so maybe that was the reason why i did dream about Ryu.I'm so hooked on this song,that i can't realy stop listening to it!When i woke up at 4.30 this morning,while i was still in bed,i grabbed my mobile phone and played the song on it!Sun was almost rising,and i got up,got myself a cup of coffee,and a shower,and went to the beach to watch the visual spectacle.It's indeed beautiful!A soft wind was blowing,and the sky got some kind of aquatic blue,purple and red colour,with the sun rising!The sea was calm.The far away horizon could be seen from where i was standing.Looking at the sky,suddenly i kinda had an optic illusion:It looked like Ryu's face was appearing in the sky,with a wonderful and mischievous smile.Smiling,with a tear rolling down my face,i decided to tweet to him,about what i was up to.Tears were not of sadness,but of a such a beautiful feeling,that i can't find the proper words to express it.How beautiful love is!How beautiful nature is!And it seems to be even more beautiful when we are in love,apparently!After sun rising,i went back home to have a proper breakfast:Milk,Corn Flakes,and two apples.Then,i went to visit my dearest owl,Blow-chan,which was snoozing after a long night awake.As the place where my owl is,is an animal sanctuary,better saying,a natural reserve,i also decided that after being with her,i should visit other animals.There,we can touch them,feed them,show them our love.However,i just had a realy awkward experience with a donkey to which i was feeding some grass.I was very innocently feeding the animal,when he suddenly responded sexually!I was not only scared,but also embarrassed!(laughing)...Still,it was a pleasant morning,being in contact with the animals and with my owl.I came back home for lunch,around 1.00 pm....I sitted in front of my computer to check on Ebay site,to see if the items of w-inds. that i ordered and paid for,were already shipped.Yes,they were!Yay!However i still have to wait for 10 days until they arrive through the post.The waiting feels like an eternity!Meanwhile,i just recorded the song "You&I" to a tape,using my Karaoke machine.In this way,i won't have to wait for the single to be released,and i can listen to it,everytime i feel like.This is saying,times and times and times and times again!!!And wow,it feels realy good!This song is so refreshing that i don't even think it is raining outside!and even though I am lonely at home,i don't feel that loneliness...I in fact feel that Keita,Ryuichi and Ryohei are just an heartbeat away from me...and i smile again!I feel them so close to me in this song...Those lyrics stike me straight in the heart!However,i have to say,the girls on the PV,oh they are so lucky!I know it's a selfish feeling,but i,at a certain point,felt kinda envious and jealous,specialy of the girls who were near Ryuichi!
Right now,evening is almost coming,and i still keep smiling and listening to Keita's voice.Wow,this melody lightens up my life so much!It feels like all my problems,sadness and burdens have gone forever!I'm lonely,but I'm happy!Of course,I would be much happier if i could have a friendship with Keita,and Ryohei...I don't actualy say Ryuichi,because i am in love with him!But then again,His friendship for me,would be priceless,and better friendship than nothing,instead!!!Sometimes,as people use to say,love can kill a friendship,and this is very much the truth.No one can ever have control over their own hearts,and love just happens.But i don't want to be too much.I love Ryu,with all my heart,and i don't want togive him a wrong idea of myself,by being excessive.My love was there in the past,is there in the present,and will always be there in the future.But then again,all things in excess,is the undoing of people,and it can damage friendships and our image forever.It's a dangerous path,indeed.Still,i can't lie.And i do not lie.I love Ryuichi.I'm in love with Ryuichi,and this is the truth,wether i like it or not.Now,the truth is that i realy like it,in fact!I love the fact that i love Ryuichi.I love every single thing in him.From looks to personality,his body,his voice,the way he moves,the way he talks,how he acts.Every little thing!My love for Ryu is sacred.And I realy can't be with any other guy,even if i wanted to.I want to keep myself.It doesn't realy matter hom many guys might want to be with me.The thing is,i don't want to be with them.My heart belongs to Ryu,and no one else.I know this might sound realy crazy,but it's just how i feel.Why should i be giving my body and heart to a guy whom i do not love?When we say the words I LOVE YOU,we must never lie.We must mean what we say.And i do mean it.It's true that there are some guys who wish to be with me,but then again,how many of these have Ryuichi's kind heart and personality?Well,none,to be honest!Why should i illude myself,when i know it's Ryu i want and love,and no one else?Just because i'm in love with Ryuichi,and he can't correspond me,it doesn't mean i will go with other guys,in order to forget my non-corresponded feeling.Love being true,there is loyalty.Even if that person do not correspond us.In that way,we love with dignity.For that person,and for ourselves.This is my motto~Love truly,with dignity.Better lonely,than being with the wrong person,for the wrong reasons.~It's a great blessing to be alive and being able to love Ryu.Only this alone,makes me happy.I don't intend to spoil this happiness by being with someone whom i do not love.Life itself,is too beautiful.Only us,ourselves have the power to make it the way we want it to be.Yes,I have dreams which keep me alive.These dreams are all about w-inds.,and Ryuichi.But then again,where there is a will,there is always a way.This sentence teaches us to always fight for our dreams,even when we think there is no hope.No.There is always hope,as long as you are alive.As long as you believe in things,you can make them happen.I can say,i am lonely...but i am happy!...Again,thanks to w-inds.-Keita,Ryohei,and very much specialy,Ryuichi!

I live,i love,i smile,i dream,I believe,I fight!Yes,I am happy!~

MY LOVE FOR RYUICHI...OHH,ENDLESS BEAUTIFUL THING!

Yes,this is the man I truly love!My dream,my heart,my soul,my all!His name is Ryuichi Ogata.One of the members of w-inds.!He does the chorus,rap/dance work in the band.In addiction,just like me,he is a nature's lover.Also like me,he loves Surfing,Motorbikes,and he doesn't go without his guitar!Kind,sweet,somewhat fiery,sensitive,sexual...This is Ryuichi.I still remember the evening i fell in love with him.How could i ever forget...?It happened the very same day i first looked at him.This happened in 2001,when w-inds. first debuted...I found them online by accident...Should i say this is an accidental love?Accidental,or not,it is surely a beautiful feeling,which changed my life for the best,making me smile through hardships in life.A feeling that made me survive through the worst events in my life,a feeling that gave me the strenght to fight,even when i thought i couldn't do it anymore.Today,Ryuichi,I love you even more and more.Ten years loving you,ten years of happiness,even when things never seemed to be favourable for me.It was on a stormy evening by the candle light that i saw you for first time.It was on that very same stormy evening by the candle light that i fell in love with you.When i first saw you,i just know that for first time,i felt my heart racing!I could only ask myself,who was that sweet boy dancing around,so cute?!Years went flying by,and there you are,a fully,graciously and gorgeous grow-up man,capable of conquering even the most of coldest hearts!Years went flying by,still my love for you was always the same,just growing stronger and stronger!In a way,I feel the world is much too big,and it makes it difficult for me to show myself to you,but then again,the day you favourited my tweet on twitter,i felt you were only a heartbeat away from me!I asked to a dear friend on Twitter to kindly retweet  and translate my tweet for you in japanese.@windstowords,is her username.She kindly did it.But as always,i never thought you would check it out!On a Tuesday evening,as i was coming back home from breakdance lesson,i received @windstowords tweet telling me:"@Natsumi_Ogata,Ryuichi has favourited your tweet!I almost had an heart attack!!!"
To be honest,I could not believe it immediately,as i feel it had to be a miracle for it to happen.But it realy was!I went off the gym's door,running like crazy,laughing and crying at the same time!My heart was beating out of control,and i had to sit down at the bus stop,because i felt like i was going to faint,or something like that!Such was my happiness,that when i arrived at home,i cried and cried and cried.Tears of pure joy!Still some days ago,I also adopted a beautiful owl,just like yours and i gave my owl the name Blow-chan,just like you did to yours.Yeterday evening,i was listening to your song "Sunshine in the Sky",when at the same time,a beautiful rainbow appeared in the sky!That made me cry!But things and surprises for you,don't stop here.I am now working on a song i composed specialy for you!The song is called "Ode 2 Ryuichi",and it is a rap song.I just did some work on it,on my keyboard,this morning.Also,in 3 weeks time,I will have a tattoo,with your name,and probably a drawing of your beautiful face.When i get it done,i will post it on twitter and share it with you!I obviously know that you don't know me,and of course you can't say i am different of the other fan girls you have.Naturally,I do understand that.But i wish i could do something that realy could prove to you that i am not like the others!But in such a big big world of fans,what more than words,can i show you,to touch your kind heart?You know,still a big coincidence it is,that on that day you favourited my tweet,I introduced w-inds. songs at my breakdance class!My teacher loved the songs,and also my colleagues loved them!It was so enjoyable to see them all dancing to w-inds. songs!I felt such a pride,i can't describe it in words!All in all,i don't know much...But this I know:One day,i will make my dream come true and fly to Japan with my sister Karen,who also loves Ryohei,and we will come to see you,Keita and Ryo LIVE.My sister,is also on Twitter,with the username @Rin_Chiba.I think if you could follow us,you would realy have a good laugh!Anyway,I want you to have the lyrics i composed for your song...Enjoy it!

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                                   "ODE 2 RYUICHI"

I looked out through the window,

My eyes looked blinded in sorrow.

It looked like outside I saw Ryuichi,

Then my heart tells me "There's still tomorrow!"

I saw Ryuichi,that wonder boy...

Sitting at the beach,I went to reflect.

About love...what is love?

Love is Ryuichi,that sexy boy...

Love is serious,Love is no toy.

Let's rap,people!Ryuichi is in the house!

Rap is the melody,which warms us in whole.

Ryuichi is the man of my dreams,

Ryuichi is my heart and soul!

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So,this are the lyrics i have written for you!now,i am looking forward to put the melody and lyrics all togheter!

Well,i suppose this is one more try to tell you how much you mean to me...You give colour to my life,you bring joy to my heart,you heal my soul...I wish i could speak japanese well.However,i feel that even if i did,i would never ever be able to find the right words to tell you how much i love you!I know that even if you read this,probably,you will never let me know...I guess i can only hope and dream,right?I wanted to give you Earth,Moon,and Sun...but the only things i have is my heart,my soul and these words....These three simple words: I LOVE YOU!

The feeling of being the only fan of w-inds. in UK...and in Portugal!!!

Well,where to start at?!I come from a strange tiny country at the ass of Europe called Portugal.However I've moved to UK,7 years ago...To start with,I never had a true sense of belonging,while being in Portugal,which might sound strange,specialy when being brought up by a traditional portuguese family.I have always loved Japan,since i was 3 years old,for a no specific reason.After all,if you ask me,a 3 year old child,doesn't have the concept of cultural differences,whatsoever.And even less so,in my case,when by that time,i have never been in contact with japanese people or culture.Yet,i loved it.No one ever knew how to explain this love and links with Japan,and neither do I.On 2001,on a rainy day,while still in Portugal,I was bored to death,and decided to switch on my computer,going thru Youtube,for no apparent reason.I was just killing time!Then,by accident,i have just seen a j-pop band names w-inds.!I decided to click on the video to listen to the song.And then...BANG!!!My eyes,went straight to a very handsome boy,with long hair!He was rapping and doing the chorus thing on the song.I immediately loved him,and i knew i would always love him,no matter what!I searched online then,and got his name:This so special boy`s name was Ryuichi!Ryuichi Ogata.For the first time,i felt like something crossed my heart instantly,as i looked in his eyes!I knew it was something beautiful...I cried!However,I also liked the vocalist,Keita Tachibana.His voice so clear and pure,one of the most amazing voices i have heard until then!The other boy,Ryohei Chiba,was amazing for the his way of dancing.That's how i came in contact with breakdance.I realy admired him for being able to dance the way he did,and i still do today!Since then,I have always followed Keita,Ryuichi and Ryohei,and stayed loyal to them,thru the years.Today,10 years after,i love them in the same way i loved them when i saw them for the very first time!It became an emotional tie,because i have seen these beautiful boys growing up into handsome,sexy and and gorgeous men!!!On 2004,after a sad and unsuccessful attempt to fly to Japan,I moved then to UK.Meanwhile,from 2001 to 2004,my mum who is openly racist,something of which i'm not proud of,made sure she would give me a real hard time,trying to do everything in her hands,to avoid me loving Ryuichi.I wasn't allowed to have his pictures with me,as she would go thru my things.If she would find something about w-inds. or any picture of Ryu,she would beat me up.Things couldn't be like this anymore,i thought to myself.So,with the help of one of my friend's mum,i bought my first CD of w-inds.,and kept it at her house.Everytime i finished school,i would go to her house to listen to it.I could finaly keep pictures of Ryu,safe at her house.My mum would ask me why i'd go so often to my friend's house,i would reply,i had a group school work to do!However,it was not only the thing of being a w-inds. fan,she was against.I couldn't obviously have any japanese friends.One day,thinking i couldn't take it anymore,i faced her.The result was terrifying.I ended up in hospital,being 1 week in Intensive Care,as the doctors didn't ever think i would survive.I was badly beaten up.After a week,i woke up in the Intensive Care Unit,with my friend by my side.I couldn't talk,as i was still having the tubes on me!I couldn't move out of that bed!I panicked,and with my hand i gave her a signal of wanting to write something.She brought me a paper and pen.My question was "Do you still have the w-inds. CD and the pictures of Ryuichi with you?Please tell me you do!"--Her answer was "Yes,don't you worry.Your things are safe.You now need to pull thru,and show your mum you are not that easy of being beaten!Come on!"--
I cried and thought I had to live for w-inds.,and even more so for Ryuichi.After all,i loved him,more than anything!but if i died,how could i be here to love him anymore?Two days after,my tubes were removed,and i felt a bit more free.Yet,i wouldn't be discharged from hospital,before 2 more weeks.When i came back home,little would i know,that i was due to go thru a new ordeal:My mum,had planned to marry me to a portuguese man,against my will!!!Without my consent!I didn't even know him!I said NO straighaway!How could i???I loved Ryuichi,I didn't know that portuguese man...(Besides,he was ugly as a bad Gremlin!),So,i would never do such a thing!In answer to my attitude,my mum said I should have died in Hospital.I laughed and felt sorry for her...In addiction to this,my brother,tired of seeing her mistreating me,asked me,if i wanted to live with him,sharing his house with me!In there,i'd have my freedom,and i could be myself!So,i said yes!This happened in 2004,when he then moved to UK.It was a scary experience to him,as he didn't speak English at all,so he asked me,if i could come to UK,to help him with the English!now,how could i refuse it?He has helped me,after all.So,now it was my time to pay him back!So,i did.In December,the 28th,2004,I flew to UK,North Wales.In my backpack,brought my personal belongings,Ryuichi's pictures,w-inds. CD,and a wounded and scarred heart,haunted by the bad memories that my mum left imprinted in me.But,there was no time for fear!Life was just beginning!And i didn't ever give up.At a certain point,my mum said:--"Now,you choose!It's me,or w-inds.,and Ryuichi!"--To which I answered her:--"Enough is enough,you won't hurt me anymore.I choose my love for Ryuichi!Goodbye!"--After this said,she did never talk to me again.But then again,why would i bother about it,when i almost got killed by the one who should have stood by me,instead?
It was then,that i got the idea of following Ryohei's path,learning breakdance.Keita would always inspire me to sing,and i won two Karaoke contests!As for Ryuichi,i started rapping straightaway,easily.It was and it is enjoyable.With this,came the idea of spreading w-inds. songs in UK.Something that is happening slowly!I started taking my CDs of w-inds. to nightclubs,Karaokes,and even to the breakdance classes!We are in UK,a country in which Rap,R'n'B,Hip Hop and Soul are widely loved.So!I took my chance!W-inds. songs were accepted by my breakdance mentor straightaway,and my mates in the class love the songs!They asked me for more information,somethng that i very gladly and proudly gave them!8 of them,already bought CDs of w-inds.!So this is promising!It's a great feeling to look around and see i am firstly the only w-inds. fan in UK.But it is even more of a pleasant feeling,knowing that i am spreading their songs and people are starting to accept them!I know w-inds. wish to be recognized internationally,and that's what i am trying to do,to make their wishes to come true.As a fan i always was,as a fan that i am,and will always be,i pray to God their dearest wishes will come true,and if i can help,i will make sure  this will happen.W-inds--Keita,Ryohei,and specialy,Ryuichi,changed my life forever,in the best way one can ever ask for!And for that,i will always stand by them,no matter what!KEITA,RYUICHI & RYOHEI....THANK YOU!!!I LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER!!!