MY LOVE FOR RYUICHI...OHH,ENDLESS BEAUTIFUL THING!

Yes,this is the man I truly love!My dream,my heart,my soul,my all!His name is Ryuichi Ogata.One of the members of w-inds.!He does the chorus,rap/dance work in the band.In addiction,just like me,he is a nature's lover.Also like me,he loves Surfing,Motorbikes,and he doesn't go without his guitar!Kind,sweet,somewhat fiery,sensitive,sexual...This is Ryuichi.I still remember the evening i fell in love with him.How could i ever forget...?It happened the very same day i first looked at him.This happened in 2001,when w-inds. first debuted...I found them online by accident...Should i say this is an accidental love?Accidental,or not,it is surely a beautiful feeling,which changed my life for the best,making me smile through hardships in life.A feeling that made me survive through the worst events in my life,a feeling that gave me the strenght to fight,even when i thought i couldn't do it anymore.Today,Ryuichi,I love you even more and more.Ten years loving you,ten years of happiness,even when things never seemed to be favourable for me.It was on a stormy evening by the candle light that i saw you for first time.It was on that very same stormy evening by the candle light that i fell in love with you.When i first saw you,i just know that for first time,i felt my heart racing!I could only ask myself,who was that sweet boy dancing around,so cute?!Years went flying by,and there you are,a fully,graciously and gorgeous grow-up man,capable of conquering even the most of coldest hearts!Years went flying by,still my love for you was always the same,just growing stronger and stronger!In a way,I feel the world is much too big,and it makes it difficult for me to show myself to you,but then again,the day you favourited my tweet on twitter,i felt you were only a heartbeat away from me!I asked to a dear friend on Twitter to kindly retweet  and translate my tweet for you in japanese.@windstowords,is her username.She kindly did it.But as always,i never thought you would check it out!On a Tuesday evening,as i was coming back home from breakdance lesson,i received @windstowords tweet telling me:"@Natsumi_Ogata,Ryuichi has favourited your tweet!I almost had an heart attack!!!"
To be honest,I could not believe it immediately,as i feel it had to be a miracle for it to happen.But it realy was!I went off the gym's door,running like crazy,laughing and crying at the same time!My heart was beating out of control,and i had to sit down at the bus stop,because i felt like i was going to faint,or something like that!Such was my happiness,that when i arrived at home,i cried and cried and cried.Tears of pure joy!Still some days ago,I also adopted a beautiful owl,just like yours and i gave my owl the name Blow-chan,just like you did to yours.Yeterday evening,i was listening to your song "Sunshine in the Sky",when at the same time,a beautiful rainbow appeared in the sky!That made me cry!But things and surprises for you,don't stop here.I am now working on a song i composed specialy for you!The song is called "Ode 2 Ryuichi",and it is a rap song.I just did some work on it,on my keyboard,this morning.Also,in 3 weeks time,I will have a tattoo,with your name,and probably a drawing of your beautiful face.When i get it done,i will post it on twitter and share it with you!I obviously know that you don't know me,and of course you can't say i am different of the other fan girls you have.Naturally,I do understand that.But i wish i could do something that realy could prove to you that i am not like the others!But in such a big big world of fans,what more than words,can i show you,to touch your kind heart?You know,still a big coincidence it is,that on that day you favourited my tweet,I introduced w-inds. songs at my breakdance class!My teacher loved the songs,and also my colleagues loved them!It was so enjoyable to see them all dancing to w-inds. songs!I felt such a pride,i can't describe it in words!All in all,i don't know much...But this I know:One day,i will make my dream come true and fly to Japan with my sister Karen,who also loves Ryohei,and we will come to see you,Keita and Ryo LIVE.My sister,is also on Twitter,with the username @Rin_Chiba.I think if you could follow us,you would realy have a good laugh!Anyway,I want you to have the lyrics i composed for your song...Enjoy it!

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                                   "ODE 2 RYUICHI"

I looked out through the window,

My eyes looked blinded in sorrow.

It looked like outside I saw Ryuichi,

Then my heart tells me "There's still tomorrow!"

I saw Ryuichi,that wonder boy...

Sitting at the beach,I went to reflect.

About love...what is love?

Love is Ryuichi,that sexy boy...

Love is serious,Love is no toy.

Let's rap,people!Ryuichi is in the house!

Rap is the melody,which warms us in whole.

Ryuichi is the man of my dreams,

Ryuichi is my heart and soul!

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So,this are the lyrics i have written for you!now,i am looking forward to put the melody and lyrics all togheter!

Well,i suppose this is one more try to tell you how much you mean to me...You give colour to my life,you bring joy to my heart,you heal my soul...I wish i could speak japanese well.However,i feel that even if i did,i would never ever be able to find the right words to tell you how much i love you!I know that even if you read this,probably,you will never let me know...I guess i can only hope and dream,right?I wanted to give you Earth,Moon,and Sun...but the only things i have is my heart,my soul and these words....These three simple words: I LOVE YOU!